keep it like a secret

Still can't believe that we made the top four at the Hult Prize in Boston this weekend...

I can't believe it's been thirteen years since I had to special order the new Built To Spill album from Music Emporium in Warner Robins...damn.

Middle Brother + Dawes right now - it's like a weird 'semi-closure/peace/is what it is' double album for me. I guess she'll always be the moon in the water.

listen to the lyrics man...this entire album speaks, I know it's 'old' now but man it hits. nanny's is over I believe - I freakin' love my friends! Don't think I've ever felt more loved/wanted than tonight. When will I stop thinking/dreaming of Brooke everyday?

Sammy's 1st bday party w/ everyone in Houston was great - I'm beat though. Halloween was surprisingly fun: scored a super cheap scary kids costume at Walgreens at 9p right before heading out. Ended up spending most of the night w/ Linda, Kyle and that crew in kirkwood/reynoldstown bar hopping + at that huge sampson st party - crazy that someone actually lives there. Still surprised that more of my friends didn't care to do anything but I guess that's how it goes as will increasingly go as everyone 'grows up.' That's all for now - back to work. This song just came through my itunes at work - def hit home... - - - She was once mine that smile that shines from the glossy magazine that's stuck inside the Sunday times She was so sweet On Christmas eve With the snow set deep when we went walking through the pines I had just been fired and her first offer had arrived and the new year would see her flying far away from me though I didn't know it a the time W...

Cabin weekend v1 was great - v2 is already in the works for January. Great friends, good food, college football and too much alcohol - not a bad way to spend a weekend. The run Saturday afternoon was the toughest of my life but I can't wait to do it again in January - serious widow-maker hills man! Jackass 3D w/ eric, lindsay + my wifey was great tonight, as was the pre-show Roly Poly, talking to my Dad + finishing off '500 days' when I got home. The Format is continuing this night of nostalgia/trying to force a new beginning - I know it'll get better, it'll just take time...so much more time than I could have ever imagined. I can't believe she's so far away now. My Dad's starting his new job tomorrow - so much to be thankful for! I even got two cool, well-fitting button down shirts online - good day. I still have three vacation days to burn before the end of the year - need to come up w/ the most spiritually-fulfilling way to kill them...I'm thinkin...