It's been too long - but that's alright. Things have been very up + down over the past month or two but they're def. down now, mainly due to mistakes that I've made. The most important thing in my life isn't right + that's got everything sort of messed up...but I'm going to fix that regardless of what I have to do. I'm going to try out not drinking for a month or so + see how that goes. I don't think that I use alcohol as any kind of crutch at all but figure it'll be good to deal w/ everything w/o drinking + get a little different perspective on that kind of stuff. It's just crazy how the majority of social situations that you're involved in during your twenties semi-revolve around alcohol on some level. I'm sure I haven't gone a week w/o drinking since I turned 21 + it's prob been ten years since I went a month w/o having a drink - not that unusual but still interesting. It's almost been two weeks so far + it really isn...
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