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star star teach me how to shine

Weird day/night. I went to Courtney's birthday party last night and stayed up way too late, still a pretty good day at work though. It was cool to see so many friends hanging out and having fun, such a variety of people. It seems like my friends never really do that kind of thing. It's like no one really cares enough to make the effort. It's weird how relationships continually change and evolve, some become stronger while others get weaker. It's like you have to pick and choose which ones to maintain b/c no one really gives enough effort or has enough time to do it all. It's going to be weird getting married, just to see how many relationships sort of fall by the wayside. It's totally worth it, just weird to think about how much the people that you associate with change.

That's something that's been bothering me lately. I feel like I'm not making any huge progress in any particular relationship in my life. I hate that. Relationships [whether they be friends/family/lovers/etc.] are what life is all about. My dad and I did have a really heartfelt discussion/peptalk coming back from the bama/florida game though. It was like I was the dad, sort of weird...but good.

I'm going to stop myself there, I could go on forever, I want to read a bit and get in bed though. The three hours sleep last night isn't very sustaining.

Oh yeah, the frames at the earl tomorrow night. My t-shirt girl isn't going to be able to make it, but at least she's safe. It's going to be some kind of amazing seeing them again. This review should be a blast to write.

goodnight

oh, my mom emailed me this quote from Picasso today and said it reminded her of me:

"I am always doing that which I can not do, in order that I may learn how to do it."

I thought that was pretty cool, I guess I'd like to think of myself that way as well.

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