Alright, I'm going to see how this goes. I'm going to do this to get some thoughts out and see what it looks like outside of my head. Life is going really well right now: cool job, cool things to do, cool house, cool friends...I guess everything's cool. It's just weird to be at the point in your life where things naturally start slowing down and falling into place. I feel like I'm forcing fun and enjoying being young as compared to most of my friends...maybe that's just the kind of person I am. It just seems like I'm catching slack for continuing to push forward w/ this great life that we've all been given instead of graduating college, getting a job, and beginning to die. I just don't see where it says that once you're out of school that you have to begin settling for less than you feel you deserve. Maybe it's just me. Anyway, I've gotta get a shower. I've got a 'date' with Courtney tonight, another girl that is cool as hell but that I'm not sure is exactly right for me. Just gotta keep pushing onward and upward.
I know I want the kind of love that Lori McKenna writes/sings about, just assume I'm not mature/wise/brave enough to recognize it yet. The last few years have been so great from a social, academic and professional development POV but I feel like I really need to focus on my personal/emotional space and growth at this point. On a semi related note...I most likely/definitely failed an econ midterm tonight but I also got to drink some whiskey and watch one of my favorite songwriters perform...I'll count that as an easy win.
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