punks in the beerlight

I put too much time into personal relationships - maintaining, beginning, searching, etc. That's a large part of why I do so many cool, random, freelance jobs/volunteer work [other than the fact that it's a good thing to do]. I could learn to do a lot of cool stuff if I put that time into reading, working out, playing an instrument, drawing/designing, working, studying for the gmat, etc. It's just like if you're not in the top two or three [or one for that matter] friends that a person has, it probably isn't worth putting any extra time into [extra time = time that you put in that they don't]. Everyone knows that you can't totally depend on anyone [other than family for the most part], but you would figure that you sort of get out what you put in. You definitely do in some friendships, but I wouldn't say that that is the rule by any stretch. It's all about getting that number one person that has you as their number one as well and putting time into it together. Of course, that could screw you as well, but it's totally worth the risk. That's the ideal place to be I guess.

None of this is making any sense. I need to start adding to my skill repertoire.

observations - black people don't like having their picture taken, I look like someone who knows where to score some ecstacy, & atlanta is awesome